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Sunday, November 13, 2011

Can I really trust you ?
You said you like me but are you serious about it ?
Don't just say it to make me feel happy or to make me like you more.
At least you're honest about the thing that you don't want to be in a relationship with me.
I appreciate your honestly.
And I thank you for it.
You're protecting me from harm :)
Because you know that we're not meant to be together .
I accept that fact since God made it this way :)
I can't go against God's will.
Thank you for protecting me .
ILY <3

Hyped up guy! at 3:36 PM

Tuesday, November 08, 2011

I seriously think that THAT GUY IS VERY VERY IDIOTIC..
Why did he have to say that ?
.... Making me have such a hard time forgetting it...
I'm really confused know..
Yes, it's another crush <3
I have absolutely no idea why I like him :x
I just happen to. :) He's cute. XD

Hyped up guy! at 1:30 AM

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

I'm confused....
CONFUSED !
<3 Someone but.. Oh well.
He doesn't even know me and... I don't even know him..
But... Whatever, just don't feel right.

Hyped up guy! at 7:13 PM

Wednesday, March 02, 2011

I'm confused ..
My stomach gets a funny feeling when I see him .
My mind starts forgetting everything else .
I feel awkward when I look at him .
When I think of him , I start smiling .
I try to talk to him but he doesn't respond ..
Why ?
I feeling hurt ..
Emotionally .
I feel as if he is the only one that can save me from this love struck ..
This sickness called 'Love' ?
I don't love him ..
It's probably just infatuation .
But I just can't doubt his existence ..
I used to forget that he was there ...
Only when I realised that there is something I like about him ..
I started looking at him every now and then ..
I don't like this feeling ..
It only will get me hurt ..
I hate it .
But I love him .

Hyped up guy! at 9:27 PM

Saturday, November 20, 2010

I guess .... There aren't anyone that REALLY understands me ...
I don't even understand myself now ...
I only start to regret after I've hurt someone ..
That person hates me now ...
Hahahaha ....
She hates me ...
I think dying now won't be too bad ...
Now that she hates me ..
I don't mind dying ..
I don't care what happens to me now ...
I really don't care ..
Whether I fall into a river ,
Whether someone stabs me with a knife ,
Whether I die from a terminal illness
Or whether I just die with no specific reason ..
I don't care ...
As long as I don't see this wretched world ...
Or suffer in it ...
I really don't care ..
I wonder why are there people like me in this world ...
Only regretting after what he or she already done ..
I really feel stupid ..
I'm worse than an idiot ..
I'm not human ..
I'm a monster ..
A monster that everyone should stay away from ..
No one really cares for me .
That's my point of view ..
I've always wondered who would cry if I die ?
I can't of anyone who will ..
Why ?
I feel so empty ...
Too empty ...
I just don't find the hope anymore ...
Haha ..
My hope is gone ...
I don't know where it has gone to ...
Stupid .

Hyped up guy! at 10:24 PM

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

You were looking at me..
But I pretended not to notice you...
I walked pass you... I knew that you looked at me..
I just ignored you.. I don't want to see you..
I am trying my best... I want you to leave..
I want to forget you.. I will do anything..
You already know my feeling towards you..
Probably because of this, you are toying with me...
That is the thing I hate the most..
You are probably thinking "She's too young for me.."
"After this year, I won't get to see her anymore anyways.."
"There is no use liking her.."
"She's not my cup of tea.."
"She's.... ugly...."
"Not my type..."
"Spoil my eyes..."
I only find you... well, outstanding..
Because of your hairstyle and your spectacles...
You are really unique..
You change your hairstyle almost everyday...
And you cut your hair yesterday if I'm not wrong...
But I still recognise you...
You know why..?
Because I love you...
You might not love me..
But... I seriously... Love you..
I'm serious..
I'm usually not serious about things..
But this is a different case....
I love you so much that I'm going crazy..
Crazy about you..
Everyday.. I'll think about you..
I even dream about you..
You'll never know how I feel...
But, I don't blame you..
Really... I plan on forgetting you ANYWAY....

Hyped up guy! at 8:49 PM

Friday, September 17, 2010

What do you think love is?
Is it something simple?
Or is it too complicated to imagine?
Is it just affection?
Or is it shown out?
Is it easy to say?
Or is it easier to express?
In the dictionary, it explains 'love' as "affection or fondness".
Is love merely this two words?
No...
Love is cruel..

I'm not in love.. No I'm not...
I'm just too infatuated in you.....
So much so that your existence is poisoning me..
Even seeing your name can poison my mind...
In fact, you are my deadly poison....
I will not die by anything else that can hurt me..
I will only die by seeing you..
You are killing me...
Starting from my heart, to my head..
Poisoning me...
I have the antidote to cure this poison...
But why am I not using it?
What is stopping me?

I will live a happy life...
I will forget you...
I will do my best for EOY...
I will succeed to be a leader in this CCA...
I will surpass you...
I will let you ignore me...
I will let you remain thoughtless...
I will not stop you...
I will make sure you get out of this school...

Hyped up guy! at 8:47 PM